symptoms

saya sedang flu pada saat saya menulis blog ini.

tapi flu yang aneh, mudah- mudahan hanya gejala flu =)

dua bulan kemarin juga saya terserang flu yg lebih berat dari sekarang.

dahulu, tenggorokan dan kepala sakit, demam, sendi- sendi dan tulang belakang serasa mau patah.

biasanya bila saya mau flu, hal pertama yg saya rasakan adalah sakit tenggorokan tapi kali ini berbeda tiba- tiba saja sejak minggu siang kemarin hidung ini meler terus dan bersin- bersin berulang kali.

flu kali ini saya segera minum obat tapi nampaknya progresnya tidak signifikan terbukti semenjak dua hari lalu tenggorokan saya gatal dan telinga sebelah kanan saya tiba- tiba tidak dapat mendengar suara dengan jelas. syukurlah, hari ini telinga kanan saya kembali normal.

Saya adalah orang yg sangat jarang minum obat, terapi saya hanya tidur dan minum air putih yg banyak bila sakit.
tapi semenjak punya anak saya harus hajar obat segera supaya anak saya tidak tertular.
Rasanya lebih sakit melihat dia terbaring lemah tidak berdaya dibanding saya menderita sakit.

terkadang orang- orang tersayang menyarankan saya untuk istirahat, memang saya sangat butuh istirahat namun melihat tanggung jawab pekerjaan saya yg belum selesai rasanya hati ini juga tidak tenang untuk istirahat di rumah.

*untuk kamu juga yg kadang gak mau istirahat klo lg sakit*

18mos old..

just wanna update my toddler (he's not a baby anymore)

Darren able to walk by his own, oh no... he run!!!

Darren so into music... everytime and everywhere he always ask people to turn on the cd player or radio *son, i wanna you to be a doctor...obsesi banget mak-nya*
tapi klo memang Darren maunya terjun ke industri musik... go ahead... i will support you more than 100%

A bit stubborn... specially when we ask him to asking help... *we always teach him to say "help, thank you"*

now learning alphabets and he shout AAAAA for A... loudly...

still loves to scream...

loves tea, ice cream, jelly, coffee... he prefer those drinks than his milk *sebel bgt! kadang bikin susu suka ga abis*

lagi suka tendang bola.... *gonna buy him a ball*

more and more amazed me with everything that he had done =)

*saya yg selalu bersyukur karena kehadiran kamu*

sale temptation =)

last nite i went home earlier because yesterday was thrusday and thrusday means TekTok quiz on Facebook (i won again, cosmetics from Ultima II)

and i decided to go to Buaran Plaza to buy Darren's telon oil, my face vitamin and waiitt... did i see shoes sale 70%.. well, in the beginning i just wanna have window shopping but i found the suede shoes like mine ... punya saya sudah rusak karena saya kurang telaten merawat si sepatu suede hitam itu *menyesal tiada akhir* and... unfortunately, the size is sold out *SIGH*

and i decided to bought black pump shoes which is enough to replace my beloved suede shoes =( *thinking about buy another suede shoes* and it just cost not even near IDR90,000 *smart shopping*

and today, i read about ligwina's blog (www.qmfinancial.com) dan saya bersyukur karena saya tidak kalap belanja tadi malam.

Another SALE ??? i think when enough is ENOUGH!!!

the ReAl ME =D

Here is the analysis:

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

all bout love

happy val's day everybody...

saatnya kita semakin menunjukkan cinta kepada Pencipta, alam dan sesama.

KESAMAAN dengan I

Semalam, aku mimpi kamu dan kakakmu =)

Kusadari kita memiliki banyak kesamaan

Kita sama- sama wanita

Kita sama- sama lahir di tanggal dan bulan yang sama

Kita sama- sama anak bungsu

Kita sama- sama sayang kakakmu =)

*yang sedang kangen dengan I dan JT*

GONG XI FA CHAI

happy chinese new year

RONTOK (lagi)

hm, setelah pelantikan Obama
indeks bursa global malah rontok lagi
kenapa ya ???
setelah beberapa waktu lalu NAV reksadana saya nyentuh 2,500-an sekarang turun di level 2,400-an
di level segini juga sebenernya saya masih profit tapi PDA, jangan sampe turun dibawah 2,300

*berdoa sambil harap- harap cemas*

Mr. President of USA

just wanna say congratz to Barack Hussein Obama as 44th president of USA

semoga membawa kebaikan bagi Amerika khususnya dan dunia.

semoga dengan dilantiknya Obama, krisis Timur Tengah segera berakhir.

ga ada lagi anak- anak dan wanita yang jadi korban perang.

karna Tuhan sendiri sayang banget sama anak- anak.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009