Monday 25 January 2010

Handle the Panic Mode



I still remembered the first time I know that I’m pregnant :-)

I just laugh out loud, never expect that I’ll pregnant within one month from our wedding day :p

Never imagine that our house will be have a very demanding creature called baby :-)

I just go with the pregnancy process, the bad morning sickness on 1st trimester.

The food just in and out on day and night.

Why there isn't hypno pregnancy ???

I just know there are Hypno Birthing and Hypno Parenting.

It'll be great if there is Hypno Pregnancy :-)

Until the day to labor, that day was fascinating.

The day that I able to see my baby’s face and hold him tighly in my arm.

This 1st experience being a mother makes me “a panic mom”

I am afraid if I’m not able to nurse, nurture and nourish my son.

I remembered the 1st time D get phimosis, his body was trembled and he got high fever.

Thank God because before he got that infection I read about handling a baby with fever and it helps a lot.

But that not makes me more calm.

Don’t mention when he need to circumsiced, he cried out loud , bleeding and it was the two of us in recovery room.

It was an experience that makes me nervous and sad.

Everytime, D was sick I felt like an useless mother.

But by time, I learnt that it’s okay for baby and children to get sick.

And it took 2 (two) years for me to learnt not to be panic when D get sick.

All I need to do is just be the best mother I can be and the rest is up to God.

He’s the one whom knows the very best.

And I just playing my role as a mom.

I might not perfect, but God will help me.

And God, I’m ready to have another ones :-D

You just need to help me with the preparation :-)

*wink*

Monday 11 January 2010

Fasilitas Mewah Penjara



Awal minggu ini, Rutan Pondok Bambu dikejutkan dengan kedatangan Patrialis Akbar secara tiba- tiba.

Dan hasil dari sidak ini adalah terbongkarnya fasilitas bak hotel mewah berbintang untuk terpidana Artalyta Suryani.

Semua stasiun televisi ramai- ramai memberitakan sidak ini.

Padahal, bukan hal yang aneh lagi untuk para terpidana yang memiliki uang untuk membayar suatu Rutan untuk mendapatkan fasilitas yang membuat mereka nyaman.

Ibaratnya mereka “cuma pindah rumah”

Selama puluhan tahun, pemerintah menutup mata dan berakting dengan sangat sempurna mengenai hal tersebut diatas.

Selama puluhan tahun juga penjara juga menjadi sarang pungli terutama bagi terpidana kelas teri.

Saya memang belum pernah melangkahkan kaki ke dalam penjara, dan mudah- mudahan tidak akan pernah. Seandainya harus pun, mudah- mudahan itu untuk pengabaran Injil semata.

Beberapa waktu lalu, ada salah seorang rekan yang anaknya harus masuk ke dalam penjara.

Sebut saja X, X adalah seorang remaja yang tertangkap basah memiliki ganja yang dia beli bersama- sama dengan teman sepermainannya. Awalnya mereka hanya mau coba- coba, tapi ternyata dekat tempat nongkrong mereka di salah satu tempat hiburan di Jakarta Pusat terdapat polisi/ petugas yang sedang menyamar.

Alangkah malang nasib X, dia terpaksa harus di giring ke kantor polisi dan dijebloskan ke dalam sel di kantor polisi.

Sel kantor polisi masih bisa dikatakan layak, namun sel penjara… itu mengerikan.

You pee and poo there, it stink and sexual harassment banyak terjadi disana.

Untuk menjaga supaya X ini tidak masuk ke dalam sel orang- orang yg “sangar” maka orang tua X harus memberikan pungli sampai jutaan rupiah kepada sipir penjara sampai hukuman X selesai.

Entah sampai kapan X akan berada disana, saya juga tidak tahu.

Oleh sebab itu, tidak heran kalau Artalyta bisa mendapatkan fasilitas seperti itu, dia mampu membayar sampai ratusan juta untuk tidak satu sel dengan yang lainnya.

Yang sangat disayangkan adalah bahwa pemerintah yang seolah tidak tahu dan bahkan tidak mau tahu.

Tuesday 5 January 2010

Happy New Year 2010





Happy New Year 2010 everyone !!!

I know it is a lil bit late to write here but I think I need to write it.

There are so many resolution that I make this year, last year my resolution only to put on my body lotion just to moisture my skin.

But this year, so many… I mean it, the resolution including 7 aspect in my life and I hope I don’t need to redo this year’s resolution next year :-D *crossing finger*

And through this blog, I just wanna Thanked God for everything that He gave me last year.

The happiness, joy also the sorrow … He proves to me that He always there and never ever leave me alone.

I have a bad stomach on New Year’s Eve, I didn’t get chance to go to church.

And the stomach still continue until today, the day , the first time I write this blog in 2010 but it’s getting better.

I realized that my stomach getting better after I pray this morning to open the day, I thanked God for what I had for the rest of my life until now.

Thank you Lord,

Though I walk to valley of death, I fear no Evil and I will LIVE because of YOU !!

*photo taken from photosearch*