Yesterday, I need to get up early in the morning.
I had an appointment with a doctor. A surgeon of oncology.
I felt plain on the way to the hospital.
It won’t be the same as I arrived and saw so many people with tumor.
Suddenly, I felt insecure.
Afraid of realizing that this tumor is the bad one.
Couple months ago, I felt there is something in my left breast.
Something that these couple weeks been annoying me.
I am a healthy life adorer.
I don’t eat meat, I don’t smoke but my dad , as I remembered had a little surgery on his lips because of tumor.
Not a bad one but that gives me cue that I might have it too since it’s genetic.
Well, the result of Mammae USG on my left breast said that I have it not only one but two.
I hope that that’s not the bad one and hope that I don’t have to dealing with the surgery knife.
I wouldn’t asking nor blaming God ,”Why?”
But I’m curios of what the doctor will told me, how and why I have this.
And trying to arrange next step to face this.
Now, I am officially a death cheater.